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24260. iiibbb - 7/22/2008 12:49:17 PM She won't do meds for a few reasons. She's pretty obsessive about chemicals... has been since before we married.
The episodes that get me frustrated, are indeed episodes. There are times when she's dealing ok enough... at least ok enough to refrain from unprovoked commentary.
I think the "little pill" is getting a job elsewhere. Like I said... it is a problem that she is too isolated here. At best she has a few acquaintances, but no one she has made friends with. It's a problem not entirely of her making... only somewhat.
All the halvesies is part of the problem too because one half can be addressed while the other is ignored. Hard to have a long enough conversation that stays sane enough to explore.
She could use therapy... but she doesn't want it. 24261. iiibbb - 7/22/2008 12:50:46 PM Some of the health issues she just doesn't want to talk about to anyone. She only talks about them long enough to me to let me know what the problem is, but she can't go further than that. The mess piled onto the mess makes it hard anyway. 24262. thoughtful - 7/22/2008 1:52:34 PM Isbs, you keep making excuses for her and those excuses involve blaming yourself...I think that's why you allow it. However, the fact that you feel responsible is no excuse for letting her get mired in the past or taking you there with her. Remember you did make the choice for good reason and you didn't do it to sabotage her, but to do what you thought would be best in the long run. Stop feeling guilty about it.
Putting your foot down may have put it more strongly than what I was really suggesting...it's the calm assertive approach...no anger, but consistent calm disciplined approach to limiting the bad stuff. Pick a phrase and then repeat as often as necessary until it stops. This last technique was one I learned in, of all places, weight watchers! For dealing with the evil relative who purposely tries to sabotage your dieting efforts by pushing food on you. The response is an exact phrase that gets repeated each time. After a few tries, they start looking like idiots for not getting it the first time and then they stop trying. A phrase that works to end the conversation in our house is "Got it."
It's really an "accept the things I cannot change, change the things I can" situation at this point. So the dwelling on all of this is damaging to both of you, and lots of damage can be done between now and October. That's why it's important to deal with it. If she won't go to counseling, then YOU go...at the very least you'll have a safe place to vent and you may learn some new tools, new approaches that will improve the situation for both of you, as well as be a role model for her attendance as well.
Also, re depression, there is a lot of evidence that regular exercise, especially walking or running, that involves consistent repetitive patterns of motion are as effective as meds for fighting depression. If she won't do drugs, will she do exercise? Can she exercise outside? or join a gym? That also holds out the possibility for her to meet people with similar interests... 24263. arkymalarky - 7/22/2008 4:04:19 PM Also, people talk about how friendly the south is, and in a casual sort of way, in stores, etc, it's true. Getting involved in friendships and socializing, though, can be very difficult. People tend to be insular and cliquish. The college town I grew up in was like that, and my dentist, who moved in from Louisiana, even asked me about it during an exam once. He and his wife were having a terrible time developing a social life. He has since gotten into a Christian motorcycle club and now has a braid halfway down his back, so I guess he found his social niche. Work, church, and family are the three main ways people socialize in the South. If there is a synagogue nearby, even if your wife doesn't normally go, or a community group to join--it's probably too late for that now if y'all are leaving in the fall, but it might help begin a diversion, or like Thoughtful suggested, a gym. If you bought a membership for her, would she go? They have exercise classes in most gyms, and those are a great way to interact without creating social obligations. 24264. Wombat - 7/29/2008 3:52:37 PM Grind up Prozac in her applesauce! (that's a joke, son.) 24265. alistairConnor - 8/2/2008 11:22:40 AM The mail's all good today. All backwards.
First envelope : the cops. Ah crap, this will be to inform me that I've lost another point off my license? A speed camera I didn't notice?
(We have a points system for drivers' licenses - you start with 12, and lose one or more for each infraction. I was down to 5 - you have to stay clean for three years to get all your points back).
But no! They announce that I've been clean for one year, so they are giving me back the last point I lost... now I've got six lives.
Second letter : the electric company. A bill I need to pay? But no : they are inviting ME to bill THEM. My solar electric panels have been under contract for a year now, I need to read the meter and bill them for the three or four thousand kilowatt hours I've generated this year.
I'm now confidently awaiting a letter from the tax department, telling me they owe me lots of money. (seriously. by my calculation they owe me a substantial amount -- not just a refund but an actual credit.)
Hmm what else could I hope for in the mail? Any suggestions, while I'm on a roll? 24266. David Ehrenstein - 8/2/2008 2:19:06 PM You can find an excerpt from my memoir on Dennis Cooper's Blog this weekend. 24267. iiibbb - 8/2/2008 2:19:48 PM Let's just hope you don't get one from Ed McMahon. 24268. judithathome - 8/4/2008 7:06:22 PM We had a great time at the Arky's, as usual and I came home with an excellent souvenir: a new car!
2009 Hyundai Sonata Limited...it has everything! GPS, X/M radio, CD player, heated seats. It's this weird color...Metallic Cocoa. In the shade, it looks black but when the sun hits it, it's dark, dark brown. Tan leather interior with burlwood accents.
24269. vonKreedon - 8/4/2008 7:45:11 PM AC - How about an insurance rebate? Or maybe a letter from a lawyer informing you that some aged asshole relative has died and left you money? (the asshole part inserted to stay with the theme that the mail should at first seem ominous before becoming good news.) 24270. anomie - 8/4/2008 9:37:09 PM Congrats on the new car, Judith. Was it cheaper to buy in AR? 24271. anomie - 8/4/2008 9:39:58 PM AC, You might have an overage in your escrow account you don't know about...(or it could be a notice of a shortage).
Those insurance rebates are a pain really. Thye could just as easily credit my next bill, but instead I have to spend 45 cents and the time to mail the check deposit to he bank. 24272. judithathome - 8/4/2008 11:41:15 PM I think it was cheaper in Arkansas although I will still be paying sales tax from Texas which is 2% more than Arkansas. However, Arky and her husband are good friends with a great guy who is retired but still works at the dealership part time and I trusted him to "steer" me to a good deal and he did!
I loved my Jag but its ideosyncracies drove me mad...not to mention its repair bills. This new car I absolutely ADORE. 24273. arkymalarky - 8/5/2008 1:17:45 AM It really is a beautiful car. I'd never seen the color before, and the features are fantastic.
It was a great weekend all around. We had a blast, lots of music and really relaxing and low-key. And of course topped off by another unbelievable breakfast. 24274. anomie - 8/5/2008 2:48:08 AM I understand about the Jag. My BMW has been problem free, but maintenance is expensive since the warranty expired. Good luck with the new one. 24275. anomie - 8/5/2008 2:50:18 AM I remember reading that someone there makes great biscuits. I wonder if there's gravy also involved with that breakfast...sausage gravy... 24276. arkymalarky - 8/5/2008 5:04:31 AM Oh, yes. Keoni's biscuits are divine. 24277. marjoribanks - 8/5/2008 1:16:53 PM Greetings Motards.
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Responding to Wonkers. Dear Wonk, thank you for the offer of Obama trinkets, which I will decline at this time. It might interest you to know that Obama has an excellent outreach staff for expatriate Americans. They alerted me (and countless others) via Consulate mailing lists about registration, etc. Neat roll-out of information, actually, and in their self-interest since Americans abroad are more likely to vote for Obama given the steeply declining stature abroad of the US under Bush.
Now, aren't you going to take a trip to India to check out your in-laws, etc? 24278. judithathome - 8/5/2008 3:37:19 PM Anomie, of course there was sausage gravy! 24279. magoseph - 8/5/2008 3:47:04 PM Hey, marj, how are the kids?
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