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23999. arkymalarky - 4/29/2008 11:04:49 PM is 24000. arkymalarky - 4/29/2008 11:05:04 PM worthless. 24001. magoseph - 4/29/2008 11:31:08 PM I saw it early this morning, but decided to give you the pleasure of getting it, Arky. 24002. Ms. No - 4/30/2008 1:13:12 AM Aaarrrgh!!!! I didn't even see it coming up. Jeeze, now it'll be like five years before we hit another one, right? 24003. magoseph - 4/30/2008 11:54:35 AM No, Ms. No--Here's the last one:
23000. alistairconnor - 11/26/2007 12:13:05 PM
one on one!
24004. robertjayb - 5/1/2008 1:04:50 PM Hoo-ray! Hoo-ray!
The first of May...
Outdoor intercourse begins today!
Mind the mosquitos... 24005. magoseph - 5/1/2008 1:52:16 PM 
Good morning, Robert
24006. judithathome - 5/1/2008 2:11:48 PM Ah...my flowers! In Germany, Keoni always bought them for my birthday!
Off today to appointments for Leslie with Ear Nose Throat people....he's having a little trouble with breathing and stamina since the surgery. 24007. alistairConnor - 5/1/2008 2:32:15 PM Yeh. My elder daughter and her association made a tidy 300 euros or so this morning, selling the ...? muguet... what the hell is it called in English (not Mayflowers, surely?)
... Happy birthday Judith! or thereabouts?
Daughter's outfit are financing a trip to Turkey in August. Actually the European Union is paying most of the bill. They are being received by a group of correspondents of the same age (14-16) in Küthaya. 24008. magoseph - 5/1/2008 2:36:00 PM Lily of the Valley, we call them.
How exciting for your girl, Ali! 24009. magoseph - 5/1/2008 2:36:42 PM Drive carefully, Judith. 24010. judithathome - 5/1/2008 7:52:12 PM Muguet des Bois...that's it, Alistair.
Magos, all I had to do was "ride" carefully in the huge pick-up truck that feels as safe as a tank...my son is good driver.
The ENT doctor found nothing wrong with my son's airway...he made a CD for the neurosurgeon showing the proper way to insert the breathing tube. Leslie said the doctor was about 35 years old!
24011. judithathome - 5/1/2008 7:54:00 PM And by the way, I had to hang up so abruptly yesterday, Magos, because Harley came running into the garden room with her helium balloon on a long string and it got loose and wrapped itself into the ceiling fan...while it was ON! Scared her...and me...to death! 24012. iiibbb - 5/2/2008 2:26:30 PM So another "fight" with my wife yesterday and this morning.
So we've been working on an exit strategy to leave this place which she hates and I don't like. Her employers are making very strong overtures to her, and she's making pretty strong statements back. Although my prospects are not clear, I'm ok with this plan. I figure we'll work it out. Things have been good with my wife and I since we settled on this plan.
Well, I called a colleague that I'm working on a paper with at the university where I was just at. My wife and I have always said we'd love to go back. They're advertising a job that I didn't think I'd have a chance for because it's been such a short time since I left. Well, he said I should think about it. There's no telling how it might play out.
So I mention this conversation to my wife and we're back into the old argument. I was/am flabbergasted. She says I don't listen or care about her career aspirations. I tried to say that this is a new piece of information and I'm just putting it out there. If she wants to take it off the table because she's made such strong commitments (she gave it an (80-85%) then I'm ok with it, but I hate the way this always melts down into an argument about how we got here in the first place.
I get frustrated because in this case I'm trying to prevent myself making the mistake that got us here by making sure I tell her whats going on so that we can make a decision about whatever.
When we fight I get depressed because in a way I feel this situation is mostly my fault. But I also feel I had zero options by the time I took this job. I'm nervous about the uncertainty of being able to find work for myself in the area where her prospective employers are.
She says she doesn't understand why I feel all this pressure.
And since we have an exit strategy, I don't understand why she still feels so angry. 24013. iiibbb - 5/2/2008 2:26:38 PM
And the biggest problem is that she doesn't want to talk about it. It doesn't help. Apparently the things that I say during these discussions just indicate to her that I don't hear the things that she tells me... which just makes her angry.
I just want to be able to put anything on the table and discuss how it might affect us so that I don't put myself in this position again. She doesn't want to feel guilty for vetoing a job opportunity. I hate that our relationship is so heavily influenced by her anger and guilt. It should be about making decisions together and trying to find out what works for both of us. This is what frustrates me the most about her being angry. The best way to avoid it is to hash this stuff out, but she gets angry and doesn't want to talk about it at all. Talk about a catch-22.
Sigh...
I am having a heck of a time figuring out to break through this anger issue. I don't understand why she can't grant me my unsettled feelings given the pressure that I am under to make something work out for myself up there. I am so willing and committed to try to make it work. I haven't found the path yet so I get worried. 24014. iiibbb - 5/2/2008 2:30:38 PM She thinks that my worries are borne of following her career. It doesn't matter how many times I say I'm willing to follow her career... happy to.
The main thing that bugs me and keeps bugging me is that right now I don't feel like I can say what I need to say to her... we just wind up on this loop of how she's angry that she's here.... well we have an exit strategy.... so why can't we put something on the table and work it out? 24015. iiibbb - 5/2/2008 3:33:04 PM To add insult to injury... it looks like her job here might be falling through. She was supposed to start in July. 24016. iiibbb - 5/2/2008 3:33:21 PM I cannot catch a break. 24017. Wombat - 5/2/2008 3:38:41 PM "hashing stuff out" when the other person does not feel like doing so will simply increase conflict/anger. Chill out about it, and let things move along.
You both have a lot on your minds, with guilt issues all around. There is little point to discussing things that appear to be mostly speculative, before they have had a chance to resolve themselves further. It just gives you both additional things to worry about, and additional triggers for conflict. 24018. wonkers2 - 5/2/2008 3:52:32 PM Dual careers complicate marriages. It was simpler in the old days when wives stayed home and raised the kids, cooked and kept house and husbands mowed the lawn and carried out the garbage. I'm not suggesting it was better, only simpler.
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