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25710. arkymalarky - 10/3/2009 10:16:43 PM Judith, gotta tell you--we should have gone to visit this summer--Jim said he and two friends of his were the only white people at the service, but it was the largest he'd ever seen. He said at least 75 people were standing outside the church. He's here now trying to keep his tears back. He was really close to her for a lot of years. 25711. wabbit - 10/4/2009 12:48:36 AM Arky, did you know this woman? Can you tell us about her? The obit leaves so much out. 25712. arkymalarky - 10/4/2009 1:18:02 AM I didn't, but our good friend (who just left) knew her well. I should have at least met her, and Jim always wanted to take us to visit her, but we never did just make a plan and do it. We're not neighborly with anybody around here, really, so we'd be dropping in on someone who didn't know us. Of course Bob's family knew her, but more his grandparents, who were dead before Bob and I met.
She's one of those amazing, independent, enduring rural people who lived through so many changes without ever really reacting or changing herself in response to any of them. 25713. arkymalarky - 10/4/2009 1:31:53 AM The reason I posted the obit, btw, was her amazing progeny, including a great-great-great grandchild. I know it's happened before, but I'd never seen it. 25714. alistairConnor - 10/5/2009 2:18:07 PM She called me when she got to Hong Kong, which is nice, except that it was 2.30am for me. We exchanged text messages at breakfast time when she arrived in Jakarta. She was waiting for a military transport to fly her to her destination in Sumatra.
She's got my Visa card. Hers crapped out last week. Luckily for me, she probably won't have many opportunities to spend money : she tried to reserve a hotel before she left yesterday, but there are none left standing at her destination.
After assessing the situation there, she will probably go on to Samoa, via New Zealand. On the way home she may stop in the Middle East to sort out the Iranian nuclear business, then to save Private Shalit.
Some of this is not true. 25715. judithathome - 10/6/2009 4:31:18 PM Arky, please send Jim our condolences; I know he will miss her daily...yes, we SHOULD have gone up the road to meet her, especially because Jim was so keen on it. I feel terrible about missing that opportunity.
She lived a long and productive life, it seems, and according to Jim, kept her wits to the very end. Can't ask for much more than that. 25716. judithathome - 10/11/2009 10:19:37 PM Christ, this place is dead. I hope it's because everyone is busy having fun! 25717. Dubai Vol - 10/12/2009 10:45:13 PM Well, not fun, exactly, but I did have a good weekend. Spent some quality time with Leo, the ginger tomcat from next door. He's a friendly sort, and was reasonably tolerant of my tendency to break into tears.
Also managed to realise that while I am accusing Nicola of remembering only the bad, I am guilty of remembering only the good. Fact is that I was miserable in our marriage: as much as I love her, and as much as I like her (we were best friends), being married to her made me unhappy.
So now I have to get to the point where knowing intellectually that I am better off without her becomes really understanding emotionally that my best friend and the woman I love is not the person I should spend my life with.
I know it's true, I just don't feel it yet. Meanwhile, I am trying not to cry in front of people, and mostly succeeding.
25718. anomie - 10/13/2009 1:40:12 AM I've been meaning to stop in here to wish you well while going through such hard times. Emotional stuff is so difficult because It's impossible to fix what you can't control. Thank goodness for poets and time. The first helps explain and express, and the second eventually soothes the roughness of it all. I don't know how old you are Dubai, but I can assure you that new opportunities will come around if you give it time. 25719. judithathome - 10/17/2009 5:54:52 PM I'm taking Chantix again to stop smoking and along with stopping the "pleasure" trigger I get from cigarettes, it seems to be stopping almost everything. I'm not eating as much and I haven't left the house in a week. We have something to attend today and I'm having to FORCE myself to go. I cancelled two things this week and Keoni had to go alone to them...I think he's glad he's working so much. ;-)
But it's working on the cigarette desire and that's what I'm aiming for...I'm hopeful that nothing will set me off to start up again like before. I kinda don't think anything will...I don't want to go through quitting like THIS again! 25720. alistairConnor - 10/18/2009 4:28:31 PM So, last Tuesday, we had decided to both take the day off work and do some cocooning, clean the kitchen, fun stuff like that.
She had a friend who had come to stay for a few days -- actually the aunt of my stepson -- so we had to take her to the airport on Tuesday morning. I miscalculated the time because of the rush hour, and she was at the new terminal which is about half a mile from the carpark, anyway the flight was closed and we couldn't talk her onto it. So we looked each other in the eye and said, why don't we take her home? (Actually another 24 hours with her would have been too long, she's nice enough but, um, she's an aunt.)
So we drove her home, to Barcelona. Only five and a half hours (would have been more, had we respected the speed limits scrupulously).
Got there mid afternoon, parked under the Placa de Catalunya, walked down las Ramblas, beer and tapas, to the port, then walked back, and drove home. One hour at destination, eleven hours driving.
We had fun. Made us feel young. And foolish. 25721. Wombat - 10/18/2009 6:04:21 PM Well, my five years without full-time employment ends tomorrow. A long-awaited security clearance came through last week, and I start work tomorrow. Yay! 25722. arkymalarky - 10/19/2009 12:07:52 AM Congratulations! 25723. alistairConnor - 10/19/2009 12:34:08 AM Good luck Wombat! I suppose you've already told us too much... 25724. judithathome - 10/20/2009 7:11:45 PM ...and now he has to kill us!
Congrats!
Alistair, that trip sounds like something Keoni and I would do! 25725. iiibbb - 10/26/2009 11:19:46 PM Sigh...
... so my wife is settling into her new job and she likes 85% of it... but 15% has been a land-mine apparently. She and her boss are having some sort of issue and it's really bothering my wife. It's a bit of surprise because they got along really well up until P got there. Her boss is a bit of a micro-managing control freak who isn't good at describing what she wants.
My wife is doubly stressed because I left my job for her and I still haven't nailed anything down (although I have some irons in the fire). It does freak me out a bit, but I have to be careful how much I telegraph this because I know my wife feels guilt; anything I add will be magnified by 100, which won't help her, me, or the soon to arrive baby.
My wife is triply stressed because her mom's having knee surgery today. Her dad is having memory issues, and her brother is still useless.
Although I wish some of the moves she'd made getting here were more calculated, but it sounds like she's making rational choices in dealing with a "difficult" boss.
I'm not sure how I could've done anything different.
I feel powerless mostly.
Even though I get stressed, I'm a pretty go with the flow kind of guy, but when will all of this chaos end?
I think my biggest difficulty is the lack of friends I can really unload on while respecting my wife's more private nature. I'm used to telling my parents a lot of what's going on with me, but I don't want them to think I married a nutcase (because she's not). 25726. wabbit - 10/27/2009 12:24:26 AM You can always unload here, iiibbb. We're pretty good listeners.
What kind of knee surgery is your m-i-l having? fwiw, your wife's family sounds like a smaller version of mine. I'm more sure every day that I was beamed down from elsewhere.
On a brighter note, I've just spent ten fabulous days with the Arky's. It's been said before, but it bears repeating - what cool people Arky and family are, the most hospitable people you could wish to impose upon. I had a great time! 25727. iiibbb - 10/27/2009 2:13:42 AM I don't know what's going on at her work. She is very upset about whatever is going on to the point she can't talk about it right now...
This is one feature of my wife that I find the hardest to deal with because I have virtually no outlet for the emotion it causes in me. When she's upset, I'm upset... but when she won't talk about it my imagination runs wild.
I've crawled way out on a limb for her, it it is very disconcerting to have this career move of her not gelling. I am very exposed career-wise... what have I given up? I can't afford to short-term another job.
But she can't talk about it right now. (she's not so depressed she can't laugh about certain things... but if the job comes up she can only just keep from crying. But what do I do for her? What can I say to someone for my own sake? I'm down to one outlet really who really gets things and isn't going to think differently of P, but she's very hard to get a hold of. 25728. arkymalarky - 10/27/2009 6:42:43 AM You've both been through huge transitions and though it's hard to see right now, things will settle down and you will get past it. 25729. arkymalarky - 10/27/2009 6:45:29 AM Thanks Wabbit! We loved having you! It was a wonderful ten days--it flew by!
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